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INTERVIEW Interview with Kim Ae-ran: Attentive Minds and Literary Forms by Kim Mijung
INTERVIEW Interview with Jin Eun-young: Buttons from the Gift Giver by An Heeyeon
INTERVIEW Mediating Lyricism and Historicity: Han Kang’s Translators by KLN Editorial Team
COVER FEATURES [Essay] When We Say Goodbye: Kim Ae-ran’s “They Said Annyeong” Kim Ae-ran debuted in 2002 with her short story “No Knocking in This House.” At the time, she was a junior studying theater at the Korean National University of Arts and a first-time winner of the Daesan Literary Award for College Students, established by the Daesan Foundation. Three years later, her short story “Run, Dad!” was awarded the Hankook Ilbo Literary Award, making her the youngest recipient in its history. The Hankook Ilbo said that given her young age, the decision to give her such a prestigious award was both “shocking” and “monumental.” Such a response was warranted because she was just twenty-five years old and only three years into her professional writing career. But that’s not to forget that Kim had already been singled out by Korean literary circles as one of the best emerging authors of the 2000s. At the time, the memoir genre and writing that emphasized interiority were on the decline. Kim’s fiction, set against the backdrop of the economic anxiety following the 1997 IMF Crisis, was seen as a pioneering work among a newly emerging generation of authors. Her most famous works from this period are contained in her short story collections Run, Dad! and Mouthwatering. Kim’s insights into life at the time, expressed with immense sensitivity toward the Korean language, are surprising despite her youth. Her intellectually attuned sentences, neither pedantic nor obfuscatory, explore the problem of how to retain one’s existence and dignity in a rapidly neoliberalizing society. Her works revealed the existence of young women’s voices even before the feminism reboot in Korea. Not only do her works disrupt the patriarchal order and affirm the accomplishments of women’s labor from previous generations, but they also uniquely capture the precariat imagination of young women in a consumer society. Although aware of the dissonance that threatens life in Korea, Kim’s stories also carefully aimed to produce harmony in the lives of its characters through her literary imagination. But in the 2010s, with works like Vapor Trail and Summer Outside, Kim shifted away from discovering the value of life between everyday joys and unexpected tragedies—a shift that may have been influenced by the 2014 sinking of the MV Sewol and the impact of hate—toward darker stories, including eschatological narratives about the climate crisis and allegories about the MV Sewol.Aside from a steady stream of short story collections, Kim has also written two beloved novels, My Brilliant Life and A Lie Among Truths. Both full-length novels share crucial themes of growth, family, and lies—themes that apply to this KLN issue’s short story, “They Said Annyeong.” “They Said Annyeong” was published in the anthology Collection of Stories on the Theme of Music alongside works by authors Eun Heekyung, Kim Yeonsu, Yoon Sung-hee, and Hye-young Pyun. The story begins seven years in the past when the first-person narrator of the novel, Eun-mi, is listening with her partner and housemate Heon-su to the cover of the song “Love Hurts” by indie rock artists Kim Deal and Robert Pollard. As she listens, she mishears the lyric “I’m young” for the Korean greeting, “annyeong.” This memory re-emerges in the present when her current English tutor, coincidentally also named Robert, asks her how to say “hello” in Korean. The story switches back and forth between two narratives, one set in the past with Eun-mi and Heon-su, and one with Amy (Eun-mi’s English name) and Robert. Like the song “Love Hurts,” “They Said Annyeong” is a story about hellos and goodbyes. And like Kim’s love stories “Night There, Song Here” and “Where Do You Want to Go?” it also raises questions about the nature of communication by focusing on language and media. This aspect appears most clearly during Eun-mi’s English lessons. Through the online tutoring platform called Echoes, Eun-mi meets (and says goodbye to) people of various backgrounds, nationalities, ages, and genders. Robert is one of Eun-mi’s many tutors. During one of their lessons, Robert asks her how she differentiates between the two different meanings of “annyeong”—“hello” and “goodbye.” Eun-mi tells him that she “just know[s].” Such linguistic differences, while subtle, exert great influence on the characters’ relationships. Because Eun-mi and her tutors come from different linguistic backgrounds, they have trouble completely understanding these nuances. For example, Eun-mi is shocked to realize that she and Rose (another English tutor) have starkly different ideas about what constitutes a typical “dating show.” Instead of trying to clear up these misunderstandings, however, Eun-mi thinks that one must accept the inevitable losses and omissions that occur in translation. Although Eun-mi’s thoughts are complex and layered, in the end, they become reduced to the simplest sentences in translation. Not only does this make communication more efficient, but it is also a way to protect and defend the ego. When talking about the sexual tension in foreign language classes, Eun-mi discreetly notices how the act of exchanging languages exposes one’s most intimate self. In classes where her personal life often becomes the conversation topic of the lesson, Eun-mi resorts to lying—assuming her mother’s career as her own and pretending to like things that she doesn’t—all for the sake of conversational convenience. Despite the misunderstandings that start to pile up, Eun-mi’s English lessons become a path toward understanding these strangers who teach her English through the slow accumulation of information. Linguistically, it can be difficult for non-native speakers to differentiate between “nice to meet you” and “goodbye,” but that doesn’t mean that contextual understanding and situational inferences are impossible. Likewise, although Eun-mi is unable to correct a misunderstanding about raunchy dating shows, she feels a deep sense of socioeconomic camaraderie when Rose shares that she nearly lost her home during a major hurricane. In “They Said Annyeong” the word “situation” often refers to inevitable human and interpersonal vulnerabilities, such as impoverishment, loss, and pain. The reason Eun-mi starts studying English is that she dreams of escaping such situations. Because of her mother’s illness, Eun-mi’s finances and social life are ruined. When she confesses that her 15- and 30-minute English lessons are sometimes her only interactions with people, we begin to sense the depths of her emotional isolation. For Eun-mi, a woman in her forties whose career has been cut short, her only chance to restart her life is to leave her mother tongue and learn a foreign one. It is under these circumstances that Eun-mi starts to feel close to Robert, her last English tutor in the story. Eun-mi, Heon-su, and Robert—like many of Kim’s characters—are introspective. But in most cases, this introspectiveness appears as reticence—the characters often don’t expound what they really mean or refrain from talking all together. At such times, the limits of language extend beyond mere linguistic barriers. Heon-su’s observation that “Love Hurts” sounds like a farewell song, “the kind sung by someone who doesn’t often express their pain,” also applies to the main characters. Such reticence becomes all the more significant when Heon-su and Robert finally reveal their inner thoughts. The courage to do so only comes during states of intoxication. Heon-su, for example, drunk dials Eun-mi after many years to talk to her about the lyrics of “Love Hurts.” Robert is only ready to talk about his family after a glass of wine, after he realizes that it is their last class together. Through Robert’s confession, we too become aware that he, Heon-su, and Eun-mi are all in the same situation. Those who have gone through pain and loss are the ones who can understand others in similar situations. In particular, each of the three characters finds that their hardship and pain overlap and begin with their parents. The traces of their parents—literally the roots of their existence—put their lives in precarious positions. Eun-mi can empathize with Heon-su, who spent many years caring for his parents in the hospital, but only after her own mother falls ill. By then, it is too late, and she will never be with Heon-su again. Robert says that although many stories end with some great revelation or appreciation for life, the life that he’s experienced has only been a series of losses “without purpose.” Similarly, Eun-mi says that life and death are clichéd, hackneyed, and banal. She says that sometimes relations rupture and people just leave; that being able to cope with the recurrence of such things is the exception to the rule. It has been twenty years since Kim Ae-ran published “Run, Dad!” This is roughly the amount of time it takes for someone to become an adult. In that story, one of Korea’s best coming-of-age novels, Kim created a father who runs around the world in his shorts. But the story is also a happy lie, a fantasy about growing into better people than our parents. The attachment that Eun-mi has for her mother tongue is an attachment to her roots and traces (i.e., her parents). But now it is time to learn a new language. Although it may be cliché, we need to say “Thank you, I’ve learned a lot. Annyeong.” Eun-mi can now say goodbye. Translated by Sean Lin Halbert Mi Ryeong Cha is a literary critic and professor in the Department of Humanities and Social Sciences at Gwangju Institute of Science and Technology (GIST). She has published a collection of literary criticism titled A World of Abandoned Possibilities. Korean Work Mentioned:Kim Ae-ran, Run, Dad! (Changbi, 2005)김애란, 『달려라 아비』 (창비, 2005) Kim Ae-ran, Mouthwatering (Moonji, 2007)김애란, 『침이 고인다』 (문학과 지성사, 2007) Kim Ae-ran, My Brilliant Life (tr. Chi-Young Kim, Forge Books, 2021)김애란, 『두근두근 내 인생』 (창비, 2011) Kim Ae-ran, Vapor Trail (Moonji, 2012)김애란, 『비행운』 (문학과 지성사, 2012) Kim Ae-ran, Summer Outside (Munhakdongne, 2017) 김애란, 『바깥은 여름』 (문학동네, 2017) Kim Ae-ran, A Good Name to Forget (Yolimwon, 2019)김애란, 『잊기 좋은 이름』 (열림원, 2019) Kim Ae-ran, A Lie Among Truths (Munhakdongne, 2024)김애란, 『이중 하나는 거짓말』 (문학동네, 2024) Kim Ae-ran, et al, Collection of Stories on the Theme of Music (Franz, 2024)김애란 등 『음악소설집』 (프란츠, 2024) Kim Yeonsu, “What Kind of Person is Kim Ae-ran?” Literature and Society (Moonji, 2012) 김연수, 「김애란 씨는 어떤 사람인가요?」, 『문학과사회』 (문학과지성사, 2012)
REVIEWS [Russian] Killing Evil with a Toy Sword Chung Serang, who studied history and literature at university, began her creative journey in 2010, focusing on the genres of fantasy and science fiction. Her works, which have earned her the 2013 Changbi Prize in Fiction and the 2017 Hankook Ilbo Literary Award, have been translated into many languages. Chung’s fantasy novel School Nurse Ahn Eun-young, originally written in 2015 and published in Russian in 2021, provides an excellent introduction to her work. Chung states that she takes inspiration from writers such as Ray Bradbury, Haruki Murakami, and Donna Tartt while also drawing upon the “real-life experiences” of her friends. It is perhaps the combination of recognizable topics with unusual storylines that makes her works original, engaging, and relatable to a wide audience. In School Nurse Ahn Eun-young, the fantasy plot unfolds within the real-world setting of an ordinary school. The sincerity of the characters’ emotions elicits empathy, while the battles against supernatural forces make the story dynamic and gripping. Chung has a rather distinctive approach to writing. She strives to communicate the idea that good literature doesn’t necessarily have to be serious. “You know, even long, serious novels can be compressed into one-line jokes when they are widely read and loved,” she remarked in a 2020 interview with KLN. Chung’s writing is characterized by a simple, light, and fresh style. “I don’t think that people who read books accept the misery of reality and feel content with the way things are, so it’s important that we keep coming together and dreaming of a better world, and that we do it in the most enjoyable way.” This philosophy is reflected in School Nurse Ahn Eun-young—a book that can be read in just a day or two but still addresses meaningful personal and social issues. The protagonist, Ahn Eun-young, is a young woman and, as the title suggests, she works as a school nurse. But that’s not all. She also possesses a unique talent: she can sense the thoughts and emotions of both the living and the dead, and perceive evil spirits. The students and teachers have no idea that she can delve into their minds and souls. She can even see manifestations of their erotic fantasies and deep romantic feelings. When evil spirits begin harming those around her, Eun-young leaps into action. Her methods are unconventional—she combats evil with children’s toys. Unfortunately, the author does not explain why she possesses these extraordinary abilities or whether her mission is limited to helping specific people and battling certain spirits, leaving readers to speculate. The book comprises numerous mini-stories with unpredictable endings. Most of the plotlines are unconnected to each other. While this structure might feel unusual to those who prefer linear narratives, it ensures that the reading experience is never dull. Throughout the book, Eun-young is supported by her loyal yet reserved friend, Hong In-pyo, a classical Chinese teacher. Initially unaware that he has a strong protective aura shielding him from spirits, In-pyo starts to willingly share his energy with Eun-young, making her supernatural battles even more effective. Ahn Eun-young and Hong In-pyo are the only constant characters in the novel. The quirky nurse and the reclusive, melancholic teacher seem destined to become friends—or perhaps something more? Fans of “slow burn relationships” will enjoy reading about their interactions. Other characters come and go throughout the book. This variety allows Chung to explore a wide range of topics, both common and less so, including bullying, unrequited love, and kleptomania. The cast of characters is diverse, including a talented fortune-teller, a national rock star, and an adoptee. The blend of disparate plotlines captivates readers and surprises with its originality. It’s no surprise that this book caught the attention of filmmakers. In 2020, the novel was adapted into a Netflix series, The School Nurse Files. Many viewers noted that the series was a breath of fresh air compared to traditional K-dramas with their flawless characters. The use of computer graphics effectively visualized the supernatural creatures, while the cinematography and the talented acting conveyed the book’s energy and vibrancy. In conclusion, School Nurse Ahn Eun-young is more than just a struggle between good and evil; it also delves into human challenges, emotions, and the hope for a better world. It is a light, captivating read that provides an escape from everyday life while subtly raising important questions. Maria V. SoldatovaAssociate Professor, Russian State University for the Humanities
[Book for You] The Guilt of an Honor Student
[Heo Gyun]I’m curious what will come our way today. [Heo Nanseolheon] These days, it seems like you’re livingfor the joy of giving book recommendations. [Heo Gyun]How did you know? Today’s story is from Algeria. Dear Team Heo,I still feel guilty about something I did in high school.We all took the same test at different times,and so took advantage of that to cheat.The first person to take the testsecretly passed the test papers to others.Since everyone else was doing it,I sent the papers to my friends too.Eventually, the teacher found outand punished the whole class, except for me,because I was a top student who always behaved.The teacher still doesn’t know I was involved,and I feel terrible about it.I regret not speaking up back then.I wish I’d just been honest.-Aby [Heo Gyun]I'm reminded of a character named Oh Chanifrom Because of One Point by Lee Sang-kwon.Like Aby, Chani is a model student burdened by guilt.Chani, aiming for medical school, scoresjust one point short of the top grade in her physics exam.Since she needs a first-grade scoreto get into medical school, she is devastated.Her academy teacher mentions that her answermight be considered correct as well.Chani files an official complaint,but Min-sik, the physics teacher, refuses to accept it,claiming the question is error-free.However, the school quietly decides to accept itas a correct answer and asks Min-sik to handle it discreetly. [Heo Nanseolheon] It must be a tough situation for Min-sik, too. [Heo Gyun]Exactly, and out of guilt, Chani starts avoiding him.She formally requests a review committee,and Min-sik agrees to take part. But on the day of the review,a student with better grades decides to move abroad.As a result, Chani automatically receives the top grade. [Heo Nanseolheon] So, she finally gets the top grade!But she’s probably left feeling a bit overwhelmed. [Heo Gyun]After some time, Chani runs into Min-sik on the street. Then she finally musters the courageto offer him a heartfelt apology. The teacher turned around and waved.After a brief pause, Chani lowered her head.Just as Min-sik was turning away, she called out,“Sir!”Tears started welling up again.“Sir, I’ll come visit you soon!”“Sure! I’ll treat you to some spicy rice cakes!”-Lee Sang-kwon, Because of One Point, (Jamobook, 2024), p. 202-203. Even after weathering the storm on his own,Min-sik never rebukes Chani.Instead, he accepts her apologyand responds with warm words.Isn’t his forgiveness and kindnessa true sign of being a grown-up? [Heo Nanseolheon] A good teacher would understand a student’s sincere feelings, no matter how much time has passed. [Heo Gyun]Aby's teacher seems like a good person, too.How about speaking your true feelings before it's too late? [Heo Nanseolheon] Now it’s my turn.I’d like to read an excerpt from the poem “Sickle” in A Knife Called a Sickle by Kim Ki-taek. The blade curvesinward. Showing its blunt back,unable to pierce,it bends inward,closer to where the heart lies. Like arms,the blade tries to embrace something.A green, round stalkand a neck lined with rising veins,stand before it.- Kim Ki-taek, “Sickle”, A Knife Called a Sickle, (Moonji, 2022) There are many ways to interpret this,but for Aby, let’s view it as a poem about guilt.Sometimes, the only way to ease a heavy heartis to confess our mistakesor resolve misunderstandings.Otherwise, guilt can become a ""sickle,""its blade curving inward, drawing closer to the heart.Eventually, that sickle might aim forthe ""neck lined with rising veins."" [Heo Gyun]The teacher might have suspected Aby’s misdeedand chosen to overlook it, but that only left her with lingering guilt. [Heo Nanseolheon] There’s no need to be afraid of coming clean!Don’t worry about disappointing your teacher.After all, it’s been a long time.Just think of it as having a casual conversation.If I’m right, the teacher will admire Aby’s couragefor offering an apology, even after all this time. [Heo Gyun]You’re right.The fact that Aby has carried this regret for so long might be enough for the teacher to understand and forgive her. [Heo Nanseolheon] Instead of carrying the burden alone, why not talk to the teacher directly? Maybe the teacher has been waitingto hear from Aby all this time.It would surely ease her heart, too. [Heo Gyun]I hope our advice gives her the courage to finally tell the truth. [Heo Nanseolheon] All right, let’s get going. Translated by Helen Cho
[Book for You] A YA Novel Reader's Guilty Pleasure
[Heo Gyun]My stomach says it’s time to eat. [Heo Nanseolheon] We’ll be receiving a letter soon.Let’s sort it out before grabbing a bite.Oh, here it is! [Heo Gyun]We have a message from Thailand today. Dear Team Heo,Even as an adult, I still enjoy YA fiction.I've been urged to read more grownup books, but I still find myself drawn to that genre.Is it okay to continue indulging in YA fiction?-Jed [Heo Gyun]I know just the book for Jed!It’s Lee Seon-ju’s short story “Choice”included in the collection Moro’s Tomorrow.In the story, YA novelist Seon-min receives a complaint email from a reader, expressing discomfort with her bookabout people opting out of marriage.As Seon-min writes a reply,she reflects on her teenage years,when she decided to become a writer.Back then, her mother was a relentless insurance salesperson, often harassing others in her pursuit.In hindsight, Seon-min realizes that her motherwas only trying to support her family. Having long understood her motheronly on a superficial level,Seon-min starts to grasp her mother’s complex emotions and circumstances.In the end, she conveys her mother’s individuality and life story through her writing. I meant to return to writing adult fiction,but even when the opportunity arose,I couldn’t do it.It felt like wearing clothes that didn’t fit.Ever since, I’ve been writingchildren’s stories and YA fiction.What drives me to write? (...)I wrote to look into myself,to comfort my past self,and to prove my existence.I wrote what I believed to be true.-Lee Seon-ju, “Choice,” Moro’s Tomorrow (Sakyejeol, 2022) 32. [Heo Nanseolheon] So Seon-min saw a hidden side of the world through her mother and grew up before her time. [Heo Gyun] That’s right. And this isn’t just Seon-min’s story.Haven't we all somehow fallen into adulthood?As you can see, YA fiction offers plenty of food for thought. [Heo Nanseolheon] It’s about time we dispelled the misconceptions about YA literature.It's much more than just simple stories in big print.It offers valuable nourishment for growthto readers of all ages. [Heo Gyun] Just as Seon-min felt like she was wearing the wrong clothes, Jed would probably feel uncomfortable forcing himself to read other genres. After all, reading is supposed to be fun. [Heo Nanseolheon] Just because you’re an adult doesn’t mean you have to read anything special.Jed, just go for whatever takes your fancy.People often see life as “one straight line,” starting on the left and ending on the right. The issue is that the journey from left to rightis often dismissed as “something unfinished.” [Heo Gyun] Exactly. That way of thinkingputs ""adult fiction"" at the far right,while ""YA fiction"" in the middle gets brushed offas “immature stories” to pass by. [Heo Nanseolheon] I'd like to read an excerptfrom the poem “Happy End” by Oh Eun, which takes a positive look at what we often dismiss as a mere “process.” I want to be happy along the way.Once in the morning, once at midday,and twice in the evening.I want to feel a little excited,thinking about yesterday,living today, and waiting for tomorrow.As spring and autumn grow shorter,and summer and winter become longer.My friend leaned over the net and said:We need a “happy and,” not a “happy end.”-Oh Eun, “Happy End,” Matters of the Heart (Changbi Edu, 2020) What truly matters isn’t just a happy ending. What gives meaning to lifeis a journey filled with many “happy ands.” [Heo Gyun] Some may view YA fiction simply as “a phase” or “immature reading,” but I disagree.While it’s wise to break the habit of only seeking out easy reads,today’s YA fiction has considerable depth.So I think it’s all right. [Heo Nanseolheon] Avid readers of YA fiction must connect deeplywith young adult characters.If this experience helps Jed mature and find happiness, that’s all that really matters. [Heo Gyun] I hope Jed continues to enjoy YA fictionto his heart’s content.He can always explore other genreswhen his interest naturally shifts. [Heo Nanseolheon] That’s true. YA fiction isn’t just for young adult readers. [Heo Gyun] I hope Jed finds this message as precious as YA fiction. [Heo Nanseolheon] All right. Let’s get back on track. Translated by Helen Cho
[Book for You] A Hidden Truth about His Computer
[Heo Gyun]I can't wait to see what’s in store for us today! [Heo Nanseolheon]Doesn’t it feel amazingto help people around the world?Here’s a new message for us! [Heo Gyun]We have a message from Peru. Dear Team Heo,A year ago, I accidentally short-circuiteda colleague's computer. Thankfully, it still works, but one program is faulty. I should have apologized immediately, but I haven’t told him yet. I’m still scared. Now that a year has passed, should I finally come clean and ask for forgiveness?-Judy [Heo Gyun]No other storyhas ever given me cold sweats like this. Let’s find a book for Judy! I recommend “Plant-Based Physiognomy” by Han Eunhyung, included in the collectionSuccessful People Despite Their Character. [Heo Nanseolheon]Does the protagonist of the storyhave an experience similar to Judy's? [Heo Gyun]Like Judy, the protagonist Min-jistruggles to be honest with her co-workers. Working part-time caring for plants, she catches the eye of the ownerof the vegan restaurant Plant-Eating Tigerand becomes the manager of its Yeonnam-dong branch. However, both the owner and the restaurant only have a veneer of social consciousness and lack genuine convictions. This likely explains why the owner’s aggressive sales tactics make Min-ji uncomfortable. [Heo Nanseolheon]What sort of sales tactics are they? [Heo Gyun]Min-ji's first task is to hire a team of entirely foreign staff.The owner instructs her to createa diverse mix of nationalities and genders,reserving the last positionspecifically for a ""black"" person.However, he specifiesthat it can’t be just any black person,but someone with the tall, sleek appearanceof a French model. [Heo Nanseolheon]For all his pretenseof supporting racial diversity, he's actually more racist than anyone else. [Heo Gyun]That’s not all. Min-ji’s second task isto suggest that the other staff members move into the owner’s shared houseand subscribe to the meal service. Once again, she complies with the request. Of course, all this moneygoes straight back into the owner's pocket. The employees, who barely earn minimum wage, end up spending half their salary on rent and a quarter on the meal subscription. The shared house they lived inbelonged to the owner.It could be said that Min-ji deceivedLucas, Tam, Yulia, Haruka, and Antoine.The house was registered in someone else’s name,and the owner insisted on hiding the truth.“There’s no point in creatingunnecessary misunderstandings.”This left Min-ji feeling conflicted. -Han Eunhyung, “Plant-Based Physiognomy,” Successful People Despite Their Character (Munhakdongne, 2024), 237." [Heo Nanseolheon]I feel bad for her. Min-ji must be uneasy knowing that she has to keep deceiving her colleagues. [Heo Gyun] She justifies her deception of othersas a way to make a living.But it causes her a lot of inner turmoil.I’ll let Judy find out how it all ends. [Heo Nanseolheon]Emotional burdens can take their toll.I can only imaginewhat Judy must have been throughover the past year.If I had been there, I would have given hera reassuring pat on the back and said, ""It's okay!"" [Heo Gyun] Didn't she say that the computer works fineexcept for one program? If a year has passed without any issues, her colleague might not consider it a big deal. [Heo Nanseolheon]In situations like this, sometimes it’s best to just let it go.But if it continues to weigh on your mind, mustering the courage to speak upis another option. For Judy, I’d like to share my favorite part from the poem ""Now"" by Kim Un. Speak now. If you wait until later, things will change. What you once said will also change. Speak now. About what you’re saying now. How you say it and why. Speak about “now” without reason or context. “Now” is the standard. “Now” is changing. Speak before it shifts. Speak as it changes, and speak after it has changed. Speak about “now.” If not now, then speak even now. Speak before it passes. Speak even for a moment. “Now” is fleeting. “Now” is absolute. Speak about that. -Kim Un, “Now,” One Sentence (Munji Publishing, 2018). Aren't you curious about when this “now” is?In fact, it represents a fluid momentthat's difficult to define or pinpoint.I believe the relativity of ""now""can give Judy more freedom.Since she’s reading this poem “now,”a year after the short-circuit incident,it’s not too late for her to apologize ""now,"" is it? [Heo Gyun] I agree. The moment Judy musters the courage to speak to her colleague will be her ""now."" If she decides to seek forgiveness, she should act before that ""now"" slips away. [Heo Nanseolheon]I'm not urging Judy to speak up ""soon"".But I want to emphasize thatif she has something to sayshe should definitely come out with it.Perhaps she can share her feelingswhen she's ready to do so sincerely. [Heo Gyun]Even after a year, her continued concern shows that she genuinely feels remorse.What matters is whether she decides to let it goor chooses to speak the truth. [Heo Nanseolheon]Either way, I’d like to send my best wishes to Judy, who must have had a tough year. [Heo Gyun]I hope this message helps her make the right decision. [Heo Nanseolheon]All right. Let’s get going again. Translated by Helen Cho
[Book for You] Unusual Craving
(On a boat at sea) [Heo Gyun]The weather is simply glorious.A perfect day for book recommendations. [Heo Nanseolheon]That's right. I nearly forgot.It looks like we’re getting a letter [Heo Gyun]This one has come all the way from Algeria. Dear Team Heo,I’ve had a weird habit since I was little.I like eating things that aren’t exactly good for me,like dirt, especially sandy dirt, and paper.I used to munch on the notebooks that my dad bought me.And honestly, they still taste great.I’m excited to find the right book to snack on. - Cha [Heo Gyun]Let’s find a book that might help Cha. I’ve got it! Kim Hee-jin’s novel No Matter How Strange would be perfect. It centers on Jeong Hae-jin,who suffers from OCD, and the lives of those tied to her workplace, Insomnia Convenience Store. [Heo Nanseolheon]What is “Insomnia Convenience Store”? [Heo Gyun]The store owner has insomnia.So instead of lying awake in bed,he chose to open a convenience store.As it turns out, it’s a strange placewhere truly unusual people gather [Heo Nanseolheon]Really? Is there someonewith a quirky habit like Cha? [Heo Gyun]Of course! The protagonist, Jeong Hae-jin,who works part-time at the convenience store,believes in a ton of superstitions,like never stepping on manhole covers,thinking she’ll have bad luckif she doesn’t see her neighbor in the morning,and always rinsing her face exactly 19 times. [Heo Nanseolheon]She’s definitely one of a kind! [Heo Gyun]It doesn’t stop there. There’s Ahn Seung-ri,who keeps failing auditions;Mark, who hasn’t returned to the UK in seven yearsafter having a panic attack at the airport;and Su-jin, a playwrightsurrounded by countless clocks, lost in their ticking.Everyone at the Insomnia Convenience Storehas their own strange habitsand deep, inexplicable shadows. Still, they support and understand each other, finding joy in life. As the story unfolds, they inspire one another to face new challenges and let go of their superstitions. They might turn up in a rather odd outfit. But don’t be too quick to judge. They're completely normal! -Kim Hee-jin, No Matter How Strange (Jamobook, 2021), 134. [Heo Nanseolheon]Even if they seem a bit odd to others,it’s heartwarming how they embrace each other with kindness and affection. [Heo Gyun] Even if it’s not just paper and dirt,we all have our quirky eating habits.Whether related to food or not,everyone has their own peculiarities.So, here’s my message to Cha.As long as your eating habits aren’t harmful,enjoy them! We’re all a bit strangein our own ways,so there’s no need to feel odd.It’d be wonderful to have friendswho fully accept your habits.Even I, all the way in Korea, ate paper as a kid,so you might find someone similar nearby. [Heo Nanseolheon]It's my turn now. I’d like to share Lee Hyun-seung’s poetry collectionAn Answer and a Request at Once.I appreciate people’s unique traits.Distinctive behaviors and attitudeshelp shape one’s personal style.But if health is compromised, what good is individuality?With that in mind, I’d like to read an excerptfrom the poem “Birthday Wish”included in this collection. When making a wish,you’re granted only one,so you wish for health.People in love wish to do so much together,but it’s impossible to do it all at once;that’s why you become family.As you share meals and mirror each other's expressions,you start to resemble one another.Did you know that people in loveoften begin to look alike?I want to create dishesthat make people resemble each other. -Lee Hyun-seung, “Birthday Wish,” An Answer and a Request at Once, (Munhakdongne, 2021). As in many cultures,the birthday person makes a heartfelt wishwhile blowing out the candles,usually for the health of their loved ones.Family members “wish to do so much together,but it’s impossible to do it all at once,”so they wish for each other’s well-being.To share daily life with loved ones,we must live long and healthy lives.That’s why the poem’s narrator wants to cookwhile wishing for the health of their loved ones. [Heo Gyun]Eating dirt or paper may not be healthy, so it’s important to be cautious. A small taste might be fine, but I hesitate to give this advice. [Heo Nanseolheon]That's true. Notebooks and books undergo extensive chemical processing,and you can’t be surewhere the dirt comes from.I’d advise against consuming large amounts. [Heo Gyun]I also ate paper when I was young.I’d nibble on colored paper in secret,and the taste still lingersin my nose and on my tongue.Each color had its own distinct flavor.We all have our own quirky habits like that. [Heo Nanseolheon]True. I don’t find it strange to take joyin the taste of dirt and paper,and I respect that.These unique experienceshave likely shaped Cha’s identity.However, I hope it doesn’t go too farand negatively affect health. [Heo Gyun]You might tear off a corner of this scroll to eat.But in any case, I hope it helps. [Heo Nanseolheon]Now, let's be on our way. Translated by Helen Cho
[Book for You] A Story She Hid from Her Husband
(On a boat at sea) [Heo Gyun]The weather is great and so is my mood. [Heo Nanseolheon]I bet the messenger bird is happy too. [Heo Gyun]This one is from Indonesia. [Heo Nanseolheon]Let’s have a look. Dear Team Heo,I'm a 34-year-old woman,who recently became passionate about writing.I’ve written a story based on my first love,but my husband thinks it's fictional.Should I come clean and tell him the truth?- Siti Uliyah [Heo Gyun]That's a tricky one to answer. [Heo Nanseolheon]She must be in a major dilemma.She’s even reached out to us for advice. [Heo Gyun]It’s a tough nut to crack.Still, this book will probably help.I’d recommend “The Lingering Feelings”from Waiting for Sunlight by Park Seonwoo. [Heo Nanseolheon]What is the story about? [Heo Gyun]The first-person protagonist is a man.He’s been with his boyfriend for 100 days.Whenever his boyfriend is away, he searchesfor a woman named Su-kyeong on social media. [Heo Nanseolheon]So is Su-kyeong his first love? [Heo Gyun]Not exactly. She’s a former coworkerwith whom the protagonist had a special bond.She’s the first person he confided in abouthis sexual identity, but thinking of her stirs uppainful memories he wants to erase.He wonders if it’s necessary to revisit the past,once and for all, in order to move forward.So, he tells his boyfriend about Su-kyeong,saying he wants to reflect on her one last timeby writing a story about her. The boyfriend says,"Sounds good," and goes back to his book,leaving him feeling both lonely and comforted. I’ve realized there’re stories I can’t share,even with the person I’m most honest with.And even if I manage to tell them,I must accept that my protagonistwon’t always stay by my side.-Park Seonwoo, "Lingering Feelings," Waiting for Sunshine (Munhakdongne, 2022) 40. [Heo Nanseolheon]If your partner responds with such a curt replyafter you’ve mustered up the courageto talk about someone weighing on your heart,it’s only natural to feel that way. [Heo Gyun]Siti, if you love your husband,you may want to be honest with him,like the protagonist in the novel.But if your husband is the jealous type,it may be better to keep it as your secret. [Heo Nanseolheon]My catch is Choi Ji-eun's poetry collection,Spring Night Is Ending and the Poem Is Too Short.I'd like to read an excerpt from the poem“In the Summer You Walk Alone.” I’m a suicide survivor.When the sound of my father’s halted call,from years ago in the summer,suddenly fills my mind,I, too, feel the urge to give up.A summertime in a daze.Yet somehow,the love that holds me backendures within my summer as well.- Choi Ji-eun, “In the Summer You Walk Alone,” Spring Night Is Ending and The Poem Is Too Short (Changbi, 2021) The narrator admits there are momentswhen they want to give up on life,burdened by the guilt of missingtheir father’s final call.But they find peace by recalling the lovethat dispels such dark thoughts.For readers, it likely doesn’t matterwhether the narrator is Choi Ji-eun herself.When a writer consciously distances themselvesfrom their work, it allows for more honestand liberated writing.Siti should feel free to write in the same way,without constraints. [Heo Gyun]However, when writing about your first love,be mindful not to disrespect that person. [Heo Nanseolheon]In any case, the question of howto authentically weave personal storiesinto one’s work is a challenge many writers face.I hope you take the time to reflect on it. [Heo Gyun]I encourage you to reflect on why you wishto write about your first love.I understand if it’s simply to processunresolved feelings.However, consider whether you’re using itmerely as material for your work.Writing about someone else’s experiencesrequires a thoughtful approach. [Heo Nanseolheon]No matter which path you choose, trust yourself and give it your all! [Heo Gyun]May fortune smile upon your choice. [Heo Nanseolheon]All right. Let’s continue our journey. Translated by Helen Cho
[Book for You] A Late Bloomer's Love Fears
(On a boat at sea) [Heo Gyun]The weather is lovely today.A perfect day for book recommendations. [Heo Nanseolheon]Ah, right! I almost forgot…It looks like we’re getting a message. [Heo Gyun]We have a message all the way from Nigeria. [Heo Nanseolheon]Let’s take a look. Dear Team Heo,I’m turning 21 soon, but I’ve never dated anyone or been kissed. I’m really worried that if this keeps up,I might never get married. What should I do?– YourGirlXOXO [Heo Gyun]She’s still pretty young,but if she’s not dating anyone,it’s worth giving some serious thought. [Heo Nanseolheon]I agree. [Heo Gyun]Let me find a book that could help her. Here is it! Romance Dopamine.It contains five stories. The more familiar you are with the different forms of love, the easier it will beto recognize it when it comes your way.I particularly recommend Kim Yi-sum’s “Listen to Popcorn.” [Heo Nanseolheon]Listen to popcorn? What is it about? [Heo Gyun]It features a woman named Seo-u.Having lost her voice from trauma,she is unable to speak.Meanwhile, “Popcorn” is a dating devicethat matches people by analyzing vocal waves. [Heo Nanseolheon]What a mysterious device! [Heo Gyun]At first, Seowoo doesn’t seewhy anyone would use Popcorn.But one day, she buys one on a whim.Then she connects with Si-hun, a musician,and slowly falls for him. [Heo Nanseolheon]It must be encouraging when Seo-u, who lost her voice, starts having conversations.So what happens to them in the end? [Heo Gyun]Unfortunately, they never become a couple.Just as they’re about to meet, in a crowded subway,Seo-u and others drop their Popcorns.She mistakenly picks up Min-u’s Popcorn.To find hers, she calls Ju-jin,who is connected to Minwoo’s Popcorn. [Heo Nanseolheon]What a mess!With only a call with Ju-jin as a clue,even tracking down Min-u seems impossible. [Heo Gyun]Eventually, Seo-u finds Min-u.As they exchange their Popcorn,she sees Min-u and Ju-jin meetfor the very first time. Why do people always run away?What are they so afraid of?What was I afraid of?With each step forwardquestions crowded Seo-u’s mind.But the moment she saw Ju-jin and Min-u’s faces,all her questions dissolved.It was the look of people in love.-Kim Yi sum, “Listen to Popcorn,” Romance Dopamine (Safehouse, 2024), 195. [Heo Gyun]Though Seo-u has complex feelingsabout love, watching the two meetmakes all of them vanish.It’s because she witnesses loveunfolding right before her eyes. [Heo Nanseolheon]This is a perfect story for YourGirlXOXO!Since she has yet to experience love,it’s natural for her to feel scared and unsure. [Heo Nanseolheon]It’s my turn now. I’d like to read from Kim So Yeon’s poem “Second Floor Guest Lounge.” What if… Just what if…After thinking this about 50,000 times,I become the “what if” myself.By thinking too muchI turn into thought.I open the door,gather all those thoughts, floating like dust, on my palms, and then release them, like setting a bug free.-Kim So Yeon, “Second Floor Guest Lounge,” Catalyzing Night (Moonji, 2023) [Heo Nanseolheon]It’s all right to think aheadand worry about the future.But overthinking makes worries pile up.The narrator feels trapped in a statewhere too much thinkingmakes them “turn into thought.”So they decide to open the door,gather “all those thoughts, floating like dust,”on their palms before letting them go. [Heo Gyun]Sometimes, stepping back from a problemhelps solve it more easily.By the way, I find YourGirlXOXOto be a romantic and innocent person.Some people separate “kissing”from “dating” and see them as different.Some crave only physical contact,while others long for emotional connection.But YourGirlXOXO sees it all as one—kissing, dating, and even marriage! [Heo Nanseolheon]Exactly. I hope YourGirlXOXO holds onto her romantic belief in love.It’d be a shame to get worn outfrom overthinking while waiting for love.I’d suggest loving yourself moreand waiting for love with excitement and joy! [Heo Gyun]Love will find everyone at the right time,and the pace is different for each person.I hope she doesn’t rush it. [Heo Nanseolheon]One day, she’ll definitely meet her other half.Until then, why not enjoy exploringdiverse forms of love? [Heo Gyun]I wish the best for YourGirlXOXO’s lovethat will surely come. [Heo Nanseolheon]Now then, let’s be on our way again. Translated by Helen Cho
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READINGS A Novel Reading by Son Bo-mi "The Substitute Teacher"